I told you long back, 101 things bout me but today I realized that there are people in my online network who should not be knowing this so I’m updating it ( removing the objectionable ones....) Some of these might still be confessions and may come as revelation to lot of you.... you never know. There is no sequence at all. There might be repetitions. It’s just as it came to my mind. You are free to add anything you remember or if you differ. So here I go once again;
1. I once bought an engagement ring, but never proposed.
2. Two of my teenage crushes are married to my friends. I stopped meeting them coz they reminded me of my failure
3. I used to buy necklaces made of pearls, ear rings, bangles etc for would be better half but by the time I got married I had already gifted them to I don know who all.
4. I don’t take advice from people who could do with some advice themselves
5. I believe that your youth is the time to put 100% into your goals.
6. I actually don’t know till now what True love is.
7. I've spent lots of Sundays lying around watching cricket in just a towel because I was too lazy to get dressed after a shower. (Hey, at least I showered.)
8. I never wanted to get married.
9. I am happily married now.
10. I fasted for a complete day when Divya Bharti died. Don’t ask me if you don know who she is.
11. I think that I can sing.
12. I hate that I actually can’t.
13. After +2 , I wanted to join a Mafia’s gang. I ended up joining NDA
14. I wanted to quit NDA within the probation period of 15 days. I had got all papers ready.
15. I refused on last day as I was afraid to face the criticism and embarrassment and also of studying again.
16. I had a tough time for next few days as I had shown fingers to most of the appointments.
17. I never went for my Badminton Club in NDA
18. I slept while riding a horse and didn’t fall.
19. I pretended to be a Jat, a Sardar, an APS alumnus to take lift in NDA.
20. As a 1st termer in NDA, I used to sleep in my cupboard.
21. I learnt martial arts just to impress a girl.
22. I don’t like to ask back the money I’ve lend to someone.
23. I would always choose love over money. (If I had to pick.)
24. I feel like crying while watching a melodrama.
25. I used to practice kung fu while in toilet in my early childhood.
26. My family is more important to me than I think they know.
27. Even at 30, I’m fond of Lollypops and enjoy them, when alone.
28. Reverse engineering comes easy to me.
29. I spell like a 2 year old, but the world doesn't know thanks to "spell check".
30. I can't resist a woman that smells good.
31 I always wanted to take dancing lessons.
32. A broken heart really does make your sick.
33. Love really is blind sometimes and can't be explained.
34. I'll never say "I love you" unless I really mean it.
35. I have faced depression as a kid. I denied it and let it go untreated because I was afraid people would think I was being silly to feel so down.
36. There were times when I should have swallowed my pride and spoke up because inside I was begging for help. But sometimes you just can’t help it.
37. I've never cheated on my girl or been cheated on...at least not that I know of.
38. I like to wrap one arm around a pillow when I sleep. It's not only comfortable, but also comforting.
39. At times I can be quick to judge people, but even faster to accept them.
40. I'm not really afraid or embarrassed to be naked. (Thanks to NDA)
41. I didn’t take bath for at least 4 days in NDA to avoid being naked in public.
42. I actually like to cuddle (guys don't laugh).
43. When, I was 10, I picked on a kid in school. I want to find him now and apologize.
44. Even after nearly losing my life in a car, I still desire to drive A SUV at top speed.
45. I'm angry at those who blame their childhood for every problem they have thru adult life.
46. I've never heard my father say "I love you" to anyone and neither has my Mom. I'm ok if I never hear those words from him because I know he cares and that's what really counts.
47. I am shocked at how much money I've spent/wasted on useless things.
48. More than 50 percent of my salary, I’ve blown on drinks and cigarettes. (For friends… I don’t drink or smoke. Lol)
49. I’ve never cared for money seriously.
50. Fauj has taught me lot of good things but has also taught me few bad things
51. I once broke into a girls’ hostel and was reprimanded.
52. I'm not an easily offended person. You have to really push it to set me off.
53. I was actually a geek kinda in my early childhood but I always hid it.
54. I just missed graduating with honors, but wasn't upset about it. (CSM Juliet)
55. Sometimes I feel dumb talking to other people.
56. At One point, my parents were afraid I would turn out weird.
57. I like being challenged, but I'm learning to be careful what I wish for.
58. I once hired my employee based 40% on her skill and 60% on her looks. Shs…sss. At least I gained experience out of the venture… Flop Venture….
59. I can't cook, but really tried to make dinner for a date to impress her.
60. I believe in chivalry.
61. I love romance. I feel it's the best part of a relationship.
62. I had a crush on my teacher when I was in class three. I cried when she got married. Ha ha ha… foolish me.
63. I never could come 1st in class and I regret it most till date.
64. I can speak a little Russian, A "little".Ok.. very little..Grrr….
65. I've acted like a clown my whole life to disguise when I'm in pain.
66. I've had a colleague have an emotional breakdown in front of me. In fact, more than once...
67. I love an adrenaline rush!
68. Although I would trade an adrenaline rush in for that "rush feeling" of falling in love.
69. I have a good amount of friends and a pretty close family, but I still feel lonely at times.
70. I have a hard time understanding how one woman could make my heart beat one day and break it the next.
71. I don't trust people as much as I once did.
72. I've had a few close friends die in crash, which I didn’t like.
73. I hate being helpless.
74. I never let on how much it hurt me when a girl I liked, didn't want to meet my family.
75. When I boxed, before every fight I subconsciously said “ bacha le bhagwan.” How many times I Boxed? 1,2,3….hh.
76. I wonder if that was why I was never hurt badly in a match.
77. I've "drunk dialed" and been on the receiving end of a "drunk dialer" quite a few times.
78. One of my commanding Officer made me realize that I can write a bit. He gave squadron Diary to write. I converted it more into a typing and printing affair than writing coz I believed all 10 fingers can do better than just two.
79. My one buddy is a womanizer. I wish I could just be able to turn my feelings off like he can, but then at the same time I feel sorry for him because he's never experienced what it feels like to be in love.
80. I’m a firm believer in "God helps those who helps themselves".
81. I never wanted to join Air Force. It happened by chance.
82. I never wanted to quit flying. It also happened by chance.
83. I hate being in wheelchair.
84. Having regrets in life is bad, not being able to change is worse.
85. I always dreamt of winning a hefty Lottery.
86. I’ve never bought a proper lottery ticket.
87. I’ve been very lucky all my life.
88. I’ve never liked the Indian style of blindly fulfilling the responsibilities.
89. I like to care for people I love.
90. I wanted to learn a musical instrument. In fact I have tried my hand on Piano, Guitar and Flute. But I think I don’t have a Musical head.
91. When I recall my dreams, they are in colors. Even when Television was B&W they were colored.
92. I do not lie about my age.
93. I was not fond of exams at any stage of my life.
94. I mastered picking car locks as I used to forget the keys inside and lock the car.
95. I love to watch TV dance shows.
96. I once played a female role in a school play. Later I burnt all the photographs I had of it.
97. I was once adjudged Best Actor in a School Dramatics Competition. I thought I could give Shahrukh Khan a run for his money. Ha Ha Ha…
98. I tend to leave most of commitments unfinished.
99. I try to be Optimistic.
100. I hate the fact that I still have to hide some things from you.
101. A lot of this was hard to write because it brings up memories and feelings I don't like to always admit are part of me.
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